Saturday, January 31, 2004
happy aidil adha!~!
salams.. i wanna wish all of you selamat hari raya sempena raya haji esok. tapi, in malaysia ni raya haji tak semeriah mana. most people rather stay at home, or tengok tv or keluar tengok wayang. but, sadly my family and i pon didnt manage to balik kampung this time. dah takder sape dah at my kampung in malacca. my mom's side plak ada tok lai, tp jauh la kedah sana. so, we've decided to beraya kl je. hopefully bessh dgn kehadiran cousins yg decide nak beraya ngan kitorg gak. by this moment, genap 3 weeks jer left for me to cherish and enjoy life in malaysia. lalalala, here i come to brisbane again!~!
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
ERTI PERSAHABATAN...
Dalam dunia ini, kita tidak punya sesiapa kecuali diri sendiri..
tetapi dalam kita bersendiri, kita beruntung kerana mempunyai seorang sahabat yang memahami kita.
Sebagaimana kita mengharapkan keikhlasan dan kejujuran seorang sahabat,begitu juga dia.
Tetapi kita sering terlupa akan hal itu. Kita cuma mengambil kira tentang harapan dan perasaan kita.
Kita rasa dikhianati bila dia tidak menepati janjinya. Kita tidak memberi dia peluang untuk menerang keadaannya.
Bagi kita, itu alasannya untuk menutup kesilapan dan membela diri. Kita terlupa, kita juga pernah membiarkan dia
ternanti-nanti.... kerana kita juga ada janji yang tidak ditepati. Kita beri beribu alasan, 'memaksa'dia menerima alasan kita.
Waktu itu, terfikirkah kita tentang perasaannya???Seperti kita, dia juga tahu rasa kecewa....tetapi kita sering terlupa.
Untungnya mempunyai seorang kawan yang sentiasa di sisi kita pada waktu kita memerlukan dia.
Dia mendengar luahan perasaan kita, segala rasa kecewa dan ketakutan, harapan dan impian kita luahkan, dia memberi jalan sebagai laluan penyelesaian masalah. Selalunya kita terlalu asyik bercerita tentang dirikita hingga
kadang-kadang terlupa kawan kita juga ada cerita yang ingin dikongsi bersama kita.
Pernahkah kita memberi dia peluang untuk menceritakan tentang rasa bimbangnya, rasa takutnya? Pernahkah kita menenangkan dia sebagaimana dia pernah menyabarkan kita?
Ikhlaskah kita mendengar tentang kejayaan dan berita gembiranya?
Mampukah kita menjadi sumber kekuatannya seperti mana dia meniup semangat setiap kali kita merasa kecewa dan menyerah kalah?
Dapatkah kita yakinkan dia bahawa kita boleh dipercayai, kita boleh dijadikan tempat untuk bersandar bila terasa lemah, agar tidak rebah?
Bolehkah kita menjadi bahu untuk dia sandarkan harapan?
Sesekali jadilah kawan yang mendengar dari yang hanya bercerita. Ambillah masa untuk memahami hati dan perasaan kawan, kerana dia juga seorang manusia; dia juga ada rasa takut, ada rasa...bimbang, sedih dan kecewa.
Dia juga ada kelemahan dan dia juga perlukan kawan sebagai kekuatan.Jadilah kita kawannya itu. Kita selalu melihat dia ketawa, tetapi mungkin sebenarnya dia tidak setabah yang kita sangka. Di sebalik senyumannya itu, mungkin banyak cerita sedih yang ingin diluahkan, di sebalik kesenangannya, mungkin tersimpan seribu kekalutan, kita tidak tahu....... tetapi jika kita cuba jadisahabat seperti dia,mungkin kita akan tahu.
Renungilah.......
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Monday, January 26, 2004
pejam celik pejam celik
adoi.. lame nyer tak update. sowie fans.. hehe. once a week nampak nye saya mengupdate. i just got back from
uniten few hours ago. puas hati coz dapat borak lama skit. last time met them during my open house. mmg tak terlayan la derg. i guess that will be the last time to meet my friends over there. coz there are ONLY 3 weeks left before we leave malaysia again. uwaaa. tak mo belaja balik.. hehe. btw, life must goes on. now, im obliged to study smart and achieve best results. hanya untuk Allah, parents and family, Petronas and myself. doakan me ekh. ili called me up semlm saying that she might extend her ticket to go back coz ada family gath. hopefully, ada lagi la ticket. hah, my lil sys is going to brisbane along with us this time. so, since im still have one week hols before classes start, boley la bwk her jalan2. sape nak ikut?? jom!!
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Saturday, January 17, 2004
hectic, packed, yet great dayz~!
i woke up early this morning coz i slept at 10pm last nite. i was not feeling well last nite, rasa mcm nak collapse. yer la, from dawn till dusk not at home. its either inside the car stuck in traffic jam, or jalan jalan at putrajaya. tapi, mmg bessh. thats my first time been there. itupon, its because of rabbit turun kl and leen's living there. ader la someone to bawak jalan-jalan. putrajaya is a nice city. full with impressive architectures and kewl buildings. tapi, kelengangan and kehangatan nya tak terbilang. its just a nice place to lay back la kot. i guarantee if u wanna get sunburnt the fastest way, go n sunbathe there. hehe. =D i've been to MMU too at last which is in cyberjaya to pick haini up. tak sempat nak sound my frens yg ada situ. takpe, i'll be there again insyaAllah. thanks to leen's mom and family for great hospitality. and to leen for sure, demam2 pon terpaksa bwk kami round2.. get well soon!~!
right after i got up this morning, suddenly, remembered sarr's last min invitation. mlm semlm die called. thought of not going if i am still sick, but i was getting better. lagipon, no reasons of not going, dah dekat sangat with my place. we've been to air terjun sungai congkak at around 11.15am (planned at 9.30am actually.. as usual.. hehe) sampai right there at 12pm. and i have to go home by 1pm. ermmm, so what i did was, park kereta, salam my friends, bagi drinks i brought to them, n drove back home. hehe. funny yet crazy ayy? tapi, dpt jumpe them and had some fresh breath is enough for me. dahla my car showed fuel warning sign, so as a precaution, i switched off the air cond the whole way home. experience.. experience..
actually, my dad is going outstation starting tomorrow. so, hes already booked me one whole day today, except morning. hehe. ayah, mak n me went to dayabumi to look up few stuffs, and had rojak mamak there. then my dad brought me to kampung baru, chow kit road and petaling street to let me know the reality of kuala lumpur. bkn la tak penah pegi, tapi chow kit n petaling street tu mmg dah lame sgt tak pegi. teringin sgt.. but, di tengah-tengah kehidupan kl yang penuh kemajuan, ada gak terselit kemunduran and kesedihan. thats kampung baru. i personally requested to go to petaling street, there were too many ppl there. both locals and tourists. its funny to see gelagat orang. thought of buying pirated vcds, but fruits yg dibeli. fresh gell!!! sedapp gell!! jom pegi lai!!!!
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Friday, January 16, 2004
words of appreciation!~!
hiyah!! its been a long time since i last blogged. eh, the last time was on my birthday. probably, being an adult already really makes me so busy. hehe. actually, the main thing here is i wanna thank all my colleagues who came to my open house @ bday celebration last week which was on saturday. it was a blast and a very very meaningful moment ayy? thanks a lot especially to
tkcians 9701 who managed to make my dreams come true and also to
brissies who were willing to get involved with the 'havoc' made by us. i reckon most of u peeps were a bit shocked and surprised but thats natural-born tkcians. sorry for any inconvenience yah. i appreciate gell korg sume!! to all my tkc friends, seriously, your presence was the best bday present i've ever had. yeah, kite berjaya berkumpul gak kan even not all 127 ppl pon. quite a number rite who came. it was unexpected by me actually, tak sangka seramai tu... and even a very impressive batch birthday song can be still on air!~! aghh, miss tkc life.. overall, i am happy and feel so grateful that we are still friends and keeping in touch with each other. lastly, arigato gozaimasu for all wishes, presents, and presence. i love you all (both brissies n froggies) so much!!!! muahsss!~!
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Thursday, January 08, 2004
the ending of my title as a teenager and welcome to adult's world
sigh.. balik rumah ni rasa sibuk sgt. i become the family driver and also the house wife. but, i dont mind at all. bile lagi kan nak tolong parents kite. they really appreciate me while im home. sepjg 1 week ago, kalau nak cerita mende yg tak tercerita, byk ni. but, overall, banyak ikut my family jalan2. went to kenduri kahwin, picnic and visiting relatives. bile school starts jer, terus jadi driver. but what i like is im like the owner of the car already. bleh la bwk gi memane. he he.
last 3 days which is monday, ive been to permata, bangi to send my friend off for orientation. as usual, all pet scholars mmg wajib to attend. niat nak jumpe my seniors there coz they are also on their re-orientation programme but they were not around. that evening, huda-ku msg me saying that they were there and if im free, leh la dtg visit them. last min plan, ili, macho n me went to bangi n bring them out for satay kajang. kalau tak sbb me ada curfew, mmg dah lepak n stay jer with them till late. but anyway, it was a great moment tho.
im already 20 years old today. to all my friends, pls pray for me semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki and mendpt jodoh yg baik. hopefully, dgn bertambah tua ni, bertambah la keimanan dan kegembiraan hidup dunia dan akhirat. amin.
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