| s.@.|.w.@ !! | 8 january 1984 | capricorn | cheras, selangor, malaysia | university of queensland | brisbane australia | appreciate family and friends | first from 5 in family | a bit rebellious these days | believe in miracles | adore avril lavigne but no respect on her| try to be a good muslimah | love life | love myself | wanna be anything but ordinary |





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Friday, December 26, 2003

time flies fast like ****!
astaghfirullah.. cepat nya masa berlalu. its been a while of not blogging. lots and lots of things happened throughout those days. both sad and happy, tears and joy. tup tup its already one month im back home. and ONLY two months left. dalam masa seminggu ni, ada byk menda that i've learned and experienced. firstly, al-fatihah to my atuk, he passed away on 15th dec, a day after i last blogged. semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat oleh Allah, moga-moga dgn amal dan doa dr anak-anak nya yg soleh dapat menyelamatkan dia dr seksaan kubur yg sgt dahsyat. nauzubillah. mmg ada hikmah nya i've got back early from the program at kuang, dapat la bermesra dgn atuk buat kali terakhir, dapat berkumpul sesama keluarga buat kali terakhir, dapat pimpin dia ke toilet and mandikan dia buat kali terakhir. siapa sangka ajal nya secepat ini. dan peristiwa yang saya akan ingat sampai bila2 adalah when i was beside him masa saat2 jibril tarik nyawanya. this is my first experience. before ni, i admit i was afraid of kubur, orang mati, jenazah, kain kapan, kapur barus and all that (saya ni mmg penakut sgt). but now, i realized, one day i'll be exactly like that too. thats why, saya tabahkan hati n build up confidence to go through suma tu. dari saat atuk nazak (which was sangat sekejap) hingga sampai ke kubur saya always around him. semua nya urus at my own house which is in kl dan that was the time that i cried worst when facing death. maybe becoz hes the first close ppl yg pergi dulu and i am his first grandchild. anyway, semua org akan menghadapi saat2 ni, which is orang tersayang meninggalkan dunia dan kita sendiri. just thought of sharing my experience here. sapa nak tau dgn lebih lanjut camne pengurusan semua, can see me individually. ada la skit2 saya dah pelajari. to fazz, takziah to your family too. sure we experienced the same thing. ni baru atuk, blom lagi orang yg kita lebih rapat, kan. the end.


yesterday was a public holiday sempena christmas. so, we one whole family went to port dickson to visit my cousin and alang2 dah sampai, we also had a picnic there. ni yang tak syok ni nak citer. apa la sangat kan pantai kita compared to gold coast. totally different. tak payah tengok from other perspectives, just view it dari segi kebersihan. sangat la kotor. ni la orang melayu kita, pandai je cakap byk, tapi menda2 kecik, those civic conscious tu sume takdak. buang sampah depan mata saya. tp we still respect our bangsa, takkan nak pi ketuk kepala dia soh kutip balik kan. to all remaja zaman sekarang, tunggu la kita jadi pemimpin nanti, make sure tau do something to our 'bangsa' ni. ubah la sikap and adat derg tu.


sorry la today saya emosional skit. =p before i end, just wanna ask everyone to appreciate your family members and friends before they go. kepada sesiapa yang masih ada parents, jaga lah diorg elok2 sampai mati. if they can do the best for you, you must do the very very best for them. (what i meant was give them the best treat) sbb nanti bila diorg dah meninggalkan kita, kita akan rasa bersyukur and puas hati sbb did the best for them. i learned this from my dad sendiri whom i respect the most bcoz he did that to his own dad. thats all for now. daa...

salwabee  thought this at  12:18 PM

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Sunday, December 14, 2003

raya lai!!
argh, such a relief skit going to monday already tomorrow. both today and yesterday, tak putus-putus ppl visiting us. grateful!~! tapi sangat penat.. hehe.. yesterday was my family's gath plus a 'small' open house for neighbours. we finished late at night. everything was great. im so happy to see everyone including my cousins and uncles/aunties. yeah, forget to mention, i went to abg amir's house on wednesday and we had a bbq just like what we always had in brisbane. miss la plak sana. =p apa kabar agaknye org sana. and on thursday, i've been to tamrin at kuang, selangor. it was a good experience and kinda missed not to join till the end of it. but, nway.. at least i've got something gak even skit pon.

tadi, my sis and me went to ili's open house but special skit coz it has been held at saloma bistro. it was my first time of being there. im the only brissy there besides ili. seronok tgk her family's band performed. they were really great in playing music and also singing. thanks for the invitation. mmg best!!

salwabee  thought this at  11:59 PM

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Sunday, December 07, 2003

bessshhh!!!!
yesterday was a blast. i was out from the morning till night. went to mynn's open house and met brissies there. mas, fazz, leen and family and zed were there. tak sempat nak tunggu ili and dolah coz i need to go to other open house. in the evening, went to manoq's and meet my tkc friends there. argh, miss them so much. everyone has changed. i mean makin lawa and mature and also berpunya. =p ironically, met ili there. hehehe. makan tak yah cakap la. byk gell. but, everything was sedap semlm. thanks to all hosts. everyone was asking me of having an open house. but sorry i can't coz my dad is not at home right now. a bit hard and pelik skit to organize one without him. but, i am planning to invite my friends to a jamuan/makan2/party/bbq (tak tau nak panggil ape but not an open house certainly) some day in january. make sure free yourself tau. =)


last nite, azrin and hasz (my high school peeps) slept over at my home. we really enjoyed and lepak till late. before sending them back, we stopped by at the mines and sempat shopping skit. sent azrin at comuter, and hasz at unite. right now, i am pushing myself to own a habit of driving carefully and professionally. i hate malaysian drivers. they are crazy. bukan sumer la. but most of them. so, i shouldnt drive the way they did. btw, esok im gonna stay at home jer kot. tak plan lagi.. but, if ada orang nak ajak kuar, bagus gak. just call me up yah.

salwabee  thought this at  9:23 PM

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Wednesday, December 03, 2003


sadly..
i reallly wanna join the programme that will be held next week. tapi kebetulan clash dgn my family's gath. (its hard to accept byk2 hari camne la boley samer) pikir pikir balik, both seem important and interesting to me. its hard to decide which one should be the opportunity cost ekh. tapi, final decision should be made already. bukan senang kan nak gather family besar. derg plak of course expect me to be there to bagi semangat kat anak2 derg. everyone will be there, so i believe i should be there too. so, to all nauddies and brissies sorry for cannot make it. i'll see you all next time insya Allah. selamat menjalani program,enjoy and make the most of it. send my regards especially to all who know me (pet scholars spm 2001).

salwabee  thought this at  11:23 AM

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Monday, December 01, 2003


one week already!~!
pejam celik pejam celik, im in malaysia already. lying happily on my own bed. having meals from the best cook ever - mak. celebrating raya at kedah with all sedara mara diiringi suasana kampung. nine months away from home.. everything is new to me, so i've decided to switch to a new layout too. (curik kat blogskins lerr) right after i got back from kampung, received a sms from fazz telling that the final sem result has already came out. alhamdulillah. theres a slight improvement compared to last sem's. happy?? boley tahan la. its just the fact that manusia tak pernah bersyukur. i might try harder.


tomorrow thought of going out for movie, but i lost my 'P' sticker, need to buy a new one. cancelled the plan and baru je tadi a fren of mine called me up nak datang rumah esok. yeah, its time to meet old friends. rindu maaa..



salwabee  thought this at  2:40 AM

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